High School

I graduate from high school in less than a month. This is so exciting, but for some reason, I am not that genuinely enthused- yet.  It's actually more bitter than it is sweet right now.  I don't feel like I am leaving behind that many friends- my "closest" friends I already barely talk to outside of school to begin with, and I don't really feel like I'm one with the group anymore.  So I doubt I'll still be friends with them by the start of college.  They're just a really tight clique, and this year I noticed it, and I am just not into that kind of dynamic anymore.  From the outside they look so mean, and I don't want a part of that.
Other things are going into shambles as well.  I finally got a real job working at an ice cream store that hasn't opened yet.  They gave me one out of two days of training and paid me for it, and then decided they won't use me until summer when business picks up for them.  Which I am annoyed by, because the only reason it's happening is because I'm younger than some of the other employees, and I wanted hours ASAP.
I just really need a place to rant.  Like I said, I don't really have friends.  And not in the whiney, fake, middle school girl way of saying it- when she actually just wants a bunch of people to jump and say they're her friends.  I actually don't any.
Besides my boyfriend, whom my anniversary is with on Monday (one week).  Unfortunately I don't even know if our relationship will last until then.  I can feel him getting sick of me.
I must be pretty nasty if all these people can't stand me.